I wondered, what happened to me?
I lost my old nerve.
I adapted.
I turned corporate.
I was teaching myself a new lesson, and it was "how to disappear."
I had only just wanted to hide.
One shouldn't toot one's own horn, right?
This wasn't about a broken promise.
Or a dangling of a reward, yanked away.
This was about a wrong thing.
I was saying to myself, "Be brave!" Like I didn't understand what the word even meant.
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